Searching

There was he who prophesied love

Whose essence seemed as pure as a dove

Another who promised forever

Love me? he could never

For I thought my soul mate lives

But the Lord would not give

He who offered me friendship in the light

I almost loved with all my might

My mind stopped spinning in the wrong direction

Spent a minute walking in false affection

Wandering about for truth

 Pain in my mouth cause by my wisdom tooth

 

Pain was too much to bear

My knees hit the ground as I bent for air

In the mist of deep breath and confusion

My heart almost gave in to delusion

So I stayed on the ground, surrender

And cried out to my defender

A strong power shielded me

Alive once more I wished to be

Take me now for I am yours

Never again will I shut you out my doors

I read His mind and smiled again

His unconditional, pure love still remain

Gained my strength and stop communication

Went around again in desolation

Patiently He waited for my return

Wearily I walked around while my chest burn

Trying to fill that void inside

But shutting the only One capable of filling it, outside